VlOG kind of BLOG - It is tough being fat! Transformation Story - Day 9

Dieting is not easy when you are sick. Because the lesser you eat further the health of yours will degrade.

Transformation Story - Dieting Status 

Day 9

Last couple of days where the worst for me. I wasn't eating properly, sleeping properly, there wasn't any satisfaction in it. I was like being so tired all the time and felt sick as well. Many personal problems and other stuff. I'am just into day 9 of my diet and I have already eaten a lot things that I'am not supposed to eat. I think I will have to change my diet plan from today. A new diet plan which will keep me healthy. 

I did not sleep last night. Couldn't sleep at all. Was awake all night. Was bad night and a bad start to the day. But I kept my mind positive and moved on. 

The very first thing I did was opened up my browser and searched "Best fruits diet plans." Found a couple of links which had good info. Decided to follow one. But from Friday as I still feel really sick.

I was thinking then what am I going to eat today? Like eat everything you like? "No way", I told to myself. I simply cannot overload my body with all those fast food after eating fruits and little bit of homemade food. 

Decided the food plan for today and took a shower. Since I did not sleep last night I did catch the train to my office 2 hours earlier to my usual timing. Train was not so empty but I found myself a seat. It was early in the morning and already burning hot outside :C "Agni mass" they say. I hate hot climate. I somehow made it to my campus. 

Again it was a fight between me and my inner-self on what should I eat for breakfast?. As this wasn't my usual diet day, I thought I'd eat anything but again did not wanted to spoil the streak. So, as I have already Google'd that eating few Idlies ('Idly' - savoury cake ) won't affect the body much , I had a few of those for breakfast. I felt full and it wasn't heavy at all.

Cycled back to my cabin which is quite far from the place I eat my breakfast.

Since I haven't been to work for a couple of days, I was completely lost. I didn't know what was happening in the project. It took me a while to figure out what all changes has been done and felt happy that there wasn't much  work to do. 

I was in bad mood because of my personal problems. Always remember, never let your personal life affect your work. Not good at all. So just to refresh my mood I wanted to listen to music until I realized that my earphones are with one my friend and she works in building which is far away from my place and I was lazy to go there and pick it up. So decided not to listen to music. And then I saw a pair a earphones on the other side of my desk and those earphones belongs to my colleague, "Anna" that is what I call him. "Anna, earphone yeduthukita?" (Brother can I borrow your earphones?) after hesitating for a couple of seconds he decided to give it to me and I was filled with joy :d

And lunch time was right around the corner and as usual I got a call from my friend asking me to come to the food court. For a change and due to my sickness I ate a plate of Idly. That's it. Nothing more than that. Just 3 Idlies and I was done. 

We all where just chatting and I got a msg from an very old friend of mine. Felt great to be remembered you know. She is my best best buddy. Spoke to her after a long long time. So instead of cycling to my cabin I walked all the way. It was burning hot but still It did not affect me. Usually when I eat full I'll get tired soon but today this wasn't the same scene. Maybe It's the excitement of talking to her that did not get me tired. Whatever it was I felt good!!!

We texted for a few hours then I got back to my work. There wasn't much to do what I completed all the tasks. It was not that late until I left for my house. I was tired and really sleepy since I didn't sleep last night. I wanted to play Counter Strike plus work my on Unity project but the sleep was killing me lol. .

I entered my house after that long 2 hour journey. Wasn't hungry at all. Ate a little bit of rice (very very little) just because I was still feeling weak. I wanted to play Counter Strike and also work on my project but I really wanted sleep. Tried sleeping, but for some reason I couldn't sleep. Was awake until 3 A.M and after that I randomly dozed off. . I think that small quarrel with my mum took me off a bit. 


Anyway I think I will set myself up with a new diet plan and see what happens. 


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Stay happy and Stay healthy.
Have a nice day ahead! 


Date: 4th of May, 2017

VlOG kind of BLOG - It is tough being fat! - It was awfully silent through out the day! - Day 8

Day 7 i.e. Tuesday being one of the worst day of my life actually affected me way too much.

It was awfully silent though out the day!

Day 8

I agree that it was bad day for me. I was feeling sick. Umm alright I didn't really want to tell you guys about what happened that day but I think I can tell you a little bit, by little bit I mean really tiny. I had a fight with my mum and brother. 

I don't think that should have happened. But fate, can't ignore. As it happened, I was really really upset. I didn't feel like doing anything. Not even eating. All I did through out the day was sleep. I slept for like 14 hours that day. 

Maa overcame from the fight and move on but I was kind of hit and stuck because of that. I was not doing good. Did not eat my breakfast as it was tensed in the morning but by afternoon things went cool and she made "Dosa" for lunch and somehow made me eat it. 

Dinner was again a little bit of Rice. I'am eating rice just because I didn't feel strong and healthy. Had to eat it. I know rice is not good for diet but can't help it right. 

Just because of me sleeping for like 14 hours that day, I couldn't sleep that night. I was awake all the night just simply starring at the fan. No good night for that night though. 

This was like the worst ever day in my life. I just don't want another day like this. 

There isn't much to talk about this day. Hope I didn't bore you all. 

Thanks for reading. 

Have a nice day ahead.

Stay happy and Stay healthy.

Date: 3rd May 2017

Apologizing - Sorry for not being active.

I'am sorry!

Hello my fellow readers. Past few days hasn't been too good for me. Loads of ups and downs. I really had no time to write anything. I tried doing it but couldn't publish it. Alas when things have settled down a little bit I'm writing this just to tell you all that I'm fine and doing good as of now and will continue to write as much as possibly can. 


Thanks for understanding me. 

Hope you guys have a nice day ahead. 
Stay happy and stay healthy.

Date: 4th May, 2017

VlOG kind of BLOG - It is tough being fat! Transformation Story - Day 3,4 and 5,6 and 7.

Loosing weight isn't an easy thing. Just 2 days onto my diet and trying to loose weight I fell sick. 

I fell Sick! Spoiled diet!!

Day 3, 4, 5, 6 and 7

Day 3

I was happy how I was controlled on second day of my diet plan. Everything went so cool. Went home happily. 

Next day i.e. Day 3 of my diet plan. Alarm rang and I woke up thinking about food. I even had a dream that I was eating all sorts of non-sense lol. But I just ignored that dream and just went to fresh up as I was already late to my office. Got ready in a hurry as It was getting to for the train. Somehow made it to the office. 

Now comes the tough part, breakfast. What should I eat.? Since I wasn't following any proper diet plan (I was completely dependent only of fruits etc) . Amul parlor had a different menu that day. So I just went on to read it and found that they now will provide fruit salads etc. So I just decided to have it. It was an okish type of breakfast. I was still hungry though. But I continued to walk to my cabin as It was getting really hot outside. 

Work was as usual, I was coding and partially thinking about what am I gonna eat for lunch today. 'South Meals' or 'Fried Rice' and then came the devil, asking reminding me of my diet thingy and was again led down and forced to eat vegetables and muskmelon juice without sugar :c SAD SAD SAD SAD. It was just 3 days into the diet and I was feeling better. I mean earlier I use to feel heavy after eating lunch. But those three days where great. I was feeling light and mobile. I thought alright lets continue doing what I'am doing right now and hope that one day I will shred some fat. 

I was filled with joy of not eating too much and being able to control myself. Back to work and later on in the evening I had like 2 ounce of peanuts. They made feel full (sarcasm). Was waiting to get back home so that I can rest a little bit as I was feeling a bit tired plus it was Friday, last day of the working days. Weekend == Full on rest and food. But since I was on diet I did not feel like I will eat too much. 

Went home and was actually not feeling too good. Had a little bit of headache. But I continued my daily routine and played a little bit of Counter Strike and slept early. It was like a shock, I never sleep before 1 A.M but that day I slept like by 2330 hours itself. 

Oh ya I forgot to tell you guys about my dinner. So, as soon I entered my house Maa was ready with the menu, She said "Beta, aaj dal, chawal aur aalo bujiya bana hai. (Rice, Potato fires with some Daal  ie. India curry soup." As soon as I heard that I was like lets keep the diet aside just for today.  Had a little bit of all those with joy. I was annoyed with eating those dry stuff. I was again happy, I was like on cloud 9. Food. Finally. And then again, the guilt of breaking the diet struck and I just consolidated myself saying that it is just one day. 

Date: 29th April, 2017

Day 4

As I told you guys already that I was not feeling well that day , the same thing (headache) continued to stay even on the weekends. I was feeling really weak but I didn't show that up because I didn't wanted to rest on the bed for the whole weekend because I had a ton of learning sessions planned already. So just to continue with that I kept the pain aside and started doing my work. Learnt a few things and then played Counter Strike. 

Morning I had 2 Idlies which is not that bad for the diet. It kept me full for a long time. I continued playing CS and was also working on some personal projects. 

There isn't much to tell about this day as It was completely repetitive. I did the same thing over and over again. For lunch I had Dosa (South India pan cake). I was again feeling weak but didn't know what to do. I kind of figured out that the diet plan isn't working for me too well in-terms of health. I was falling sick and was worried about it. I thought of resting the plan for a couple of days and then follow a well made diet plan. And by the time I realized it, it was too late as I was already feeling really sick. Eventually I decided to drop the diet plan for a couple of days and to eat home cooked food. I knew that my diet has already been spoiled but this happened. I was really upset but didn't reveal that I'm sick, 

I ate well on Saturday. Dinner was the same as last night as I love that menu. I slept at like 3 A.M. because I was buy with my work. Day 4 was not that good for me and I was upset that my diet was actually spoiled. I somehow manage to sleep. 

Date: 30th April, 2017

Day 5

It was a bright Sunday. I woke up very late like around 10 in the morning. I took a shower and had Idlies again. I was actually feeling really sick. But I was able to do all my normal work. As my personal project work was over I decided to start learning Unity 3D as I'am really interested in game development.

Day was normal. Lunch was Dosa again and I continued learning and playing Counter Strike wherever I was free. I was not doing good in-terms of health. I thought why not change the diet plant. Being Vegetarian is not easy. I google a few diet plans and all of them required me to cook some or the other thing. Then I decided to eat the same but from a different place. I wasn't sure about this decision but just wanted to give it a try. 

I again continued to my day learning Unity. Since I was sick I didn't do much. Little bit of household work and then again continued my work. 

Evening I wanted to go out for a walk but didn't have enough strength to do so. And decided to just rest. 

At night I had Dosa and with Podi ( coarse powder mixture of ground dry spices that typically contains dried chilies, urad (bean), chickpea, and sesame seeds.) I slept early as I was sick plus had to go to office the next day. Slept off Zzz..

Date: 31st April, 2017

Day 6

It was so noisy early in the morning, headache again. It was sickness playing games with me. That noise was nothing but my alarm. Arahhhhhhh! I felt really bad. Horrible feeling. It was like somebody has put like a ton of bulky stuff on my body. I was so tired that I could hardly even pick my phone up. I kept turning of the alarm and once I woke up I saw the time, it was around 11.30 A.M. I was like crap I will miss office today. I felt really sick and decided bunk office one day. I slept again. For another 2 hours. No food no nothing. I got up and Maa was cooking Poha (beaten rice).

I love to eat that with curd. Ate poha with curd. It was a bad day. I was learning my stuff and the day just passed by. 

Just as I thought my day was over I had a fight with my maa and cousin. Bad end to the day. Fight was so severe that I had to take another day off to my office. Day 6 was like worst and I was sad. Really sad. Sad end to the day... I slept early really really early :c. . Zzzz

Date: 1st May, 2017

Day 7

"2nd  May, 2017 was one of the worst day of my life." I really don't want to discuss anything about it :c.

Hope you have a nice day.
Stay safe and stay healthy.

Date: 2nd May, 2017

VlOG kind of BLOG - It is tough being fat! Transformation Story - Day 2.

Welcome to my Vlog kind of Blog. So let me tell you what I did today and also about what I ate today:P Eating is fun you know..

It's tough being FAT!
Transformation Story

Day 2

Last night went home and there was not electricity. Damn this place is already really hot plus staying without electricity is even difficult. 

As soon as I stepped into my house I said, "Maa current nai hai!?" (current = electricity). She said "bohot derr se gaya hai beta. (It's been a while since there is no electiricity son)." I was already drenched in sweat plus this thing, I was like, what in the hell is wrong with this place?. With all these mixed feeling, I freshed up and had dinner (food is life you know :P).

Somehow got up in the morning and left for my office which is nearly 55 km (34.2 miles)  from my house. It was way to hot plus I was already late. So for breakfast all I had was my usual cup of juice i.e. "Muskmelon" without sugar. Was not feeling hungry at all. But just had it for the sake of having breakfast.

Stepped into my cabin. Had no work as of yet. So was surfing the internet and listening to music. After a couple of hours I was given a task to complete which was usual.

Then came the time for lunch. Again fighting with my inner self asking it to control the food habits. But it was tough!, tough!!!, really really tough!!!!!!!!. You see your buddies eating all sorts of food and you are just watching them with a cup of juice and some salads(usual lunch as of now :c). I was just telling myself this, "bus kuch he mahine" (Just a few months). Just kept myself restricted to juice and the salad (which was a horror story type of salad :c). 

As everybody were eating, there I hear one lonely voice saying lets go eat ice cream and my head turned towards that person, cursing, saying, "tum sabko mere pass aa kar he ice chilnana hai?" (you really had to say ice cream right next to me?). My friends saw my reaction and started laughing hard. If you guys read my Day 1 blog which is here, a friend of mine had her birthday yesterday and her treat was still pending. So,  as of now we decided that we will have a small treat probably ice cream treat. And yes they really had to take that topic out. Another friend of mine just said it loud, "va ice sapudlam" (come lets eat ice cream). I was so annoyed, told them why would you do that to me(in my mind)? 

But at the end nobody ate ice cream because it was the birthday girl's treat and she accidentally forgot here wallet. I was like yayyyyyyy!! So happy but at the same time sad. Sad because I could have at least tasted the ice cream just to make it a treat exception, but nobody ate at the end and it was relaxing lol!. 

Then we left for our respective work place and started coding that is what we all usually do. Nothing much to tell you guys about that.

Then in the evening I was hungry. Way too much hunger. I couldn't concentrate on anything and so decided to take a few minutes off and have some juice and salad. Went down to the food court and saw my favorite dish listed on the menu. Haven't eaten it in while. Then came two  teammate's of mine and was like come lets have this. We already planned to eat this together but not during my dieting period :c. I seriously couldn't resist and just rushed in to the counter and ordered a plate of "Veg Kutthuparotha."(It is basically fired kerala rotis. You can google for more info though). I was so happy. Ate the whole plate and was so full. After a few minutes I cursed myself. "Bus thoda control kar leta yar. (Could have controlled yourself a little bit)." But then I said past is past and one plate won't harm much. Then again I just went to my cabin and packed up. It was already 7.PM and had to leave within an hour. 

As usual boring 2 hours journey back to my place. Stepped into my house and Maa (mother) was ready with delicious food. I resisted myself from eating those. At last ate 2 tomatoes with chilies, played Coutner-Strike Global Offensive for a couple of hours and back to bed (I was still hungry though :(.. ) 

Sleeping time.. Zzz..  Good night guys.

So, this was my day. I should rather say Dieting Day 2 (which wasn't a full diet though). I was able to control myself to a certain extent from not eating and felt good throughout the day. 

I just hope that one day I will get into a complete diet thingy and shred some fat. Praying for myself :P.

Hope you guys enjoyed the Blog.  And do subscribe to this blog if you enjoy reading my content.

Thanks for your time.

Have a nice day ahead. 

Take Care and Stay healthy.

Date: 27th April, 2017

VlOG kind of BLOG - It is tough being fat! Transformation Story - Day 1.

I like to write down things actually. So here it is, starting my daily "VlOG kind of BLOG". 

It's tough being FAT!
Transformation Story

Day 1

Pardon my English. It is tough being fat! Can't wear proper fitting cloths, can't play sports properly. Damn, hate being fat. Like, when I'm wearing cloths that fits in better, I feel on top of the world. Gives me confidence. But this extra bit of fat is taking me down every second. I need to loose weight. But I don't get time to exercise. Yes, I don't. Got to travel a lot everyday. Used to travel during my college days and now even during my office days. 2 hours one side, 4 hours a day. What a life!!. 

Last night while I was heading towards the station to catch the train, I was so damn tired and it wasn't usual. I felt, "Ye kya kar diya mene apne saath" (What have you done to yourself), I felt as if I've raped myself. Damn that was one of the worst thoughts I've ever had. At that moment I took a decision, cut extra food and eat healthy. And there I'am, first day of diet and I'm already feeling half dead watching my friends eat what they like and me stuck with salad :(. Sad life but I guess it will help me to get in shape. Will start cardio as well. 

To be honest, I don't need those 6 pack abs etc etc. All I need is a body with a proper shape so that I can fit into any type of cloths. I can feel confident about myself. And yes play football as well :P. 

Just praying that I'll continue my diet for a while and see if there is any change. Hope there will be something to cheer about. 

Now let me tell you what I had for my breakfast, "Muskmelon Juice" without sugar. It was ok'ish type of juice. First sip and mouth just froze. So cold. It took me like 15 mins to drink it. Medium size can though.

And for lunch I had the same but with "Salad". Hungry. Oh my god! I'm so hungry right now but I will have to control. Amir Khan inspires me though. You guys saw that 96 days transformation? LOL yea that one. Hope at least this thing would work.

Damn that cake was awesome. It's her birthday today. Happy birthday "Yellow Friend". And yes I shouldn't be calling it my first day of the diet.

Spoiled. Diet spoiled. Arahhh this world won't let me go down :C. Never mind this is just the start and I'm happy how I have controlled myself from eating way too much :P.

And for dinner all I ate was "Tomatoes". 

It was a great first day. Had fun! :D



Will sleep now Zzz... Good night.

I'll try to make a daily blog on my transformation story(that is what I call it though).

Hope you guys had a little of fun reading this. 
Have a nice day ahead. 

Take care and stay healthy :D

Date: 26th April, 2017